I feel like once things start going good something just has to happen and ruin everything. I hate it. All I want is a family and to love someone and have them love me in return. But right now things have gotten out of control. I'm going to start filing for full custody this week. It's the only way I can protect my son from the horrible things his father comes up with. As much as I don't want to do it. It's not fair to my son for his father to just go and replace our family with another one because he doesn't know how to fix things. So for now it's just me and Chayse and I want to keep it like that. I hate being alone but I have to get my shit together so that Chayse and I can have the life we deserve.
But on a better note Chayse is growing way to fast his two bottom teeth are in and adorable! I got told they want to keep me permanently for work. Breastfeeding is still going wonderful and I'm doing a lot better at pumping. Chayse is such a chatter box. He says kitty kitty, ball, mommy, dada, yeah, and hi. We went and did a cute Santa's work shop thing were going to see Santa but Chayse fell asleep.
And I can't wait for Christmas! :)
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